Sunday, December 26, 2010

OMG, I'm going to throw up! Merry Christmas!


This is my 14 week picture, since I haven’t taken a 15th week pic yet.
Oh my gosh!  I’m almost 4 months pregnant!  I am getting sooooo excited!  I bought this fetal heartbeat monitor on amazon for 30 dollars.  It got really good reviews.  The first day I used it I was almost 14 weeks and I kept hearing the heartbeat but it was really light and would quickly go away.  I spent seriously, hours saying to myself… one more time when I hear it, then I’ll stop.  Then, I’d get frustrated when I couldn’t.  I thought that maybe it probably wasn’t a good idea to use it anymore because I’d keep getting myself worked up.  Today, I am 15 weeks and I used it.  In 10 minutes I found the heartbeat.  It was fast like a horse galloping and I actually got to listen to it for like 10 minutes and could find it again when I stopped.  I counted it at about 150 bpm.  It was awesome.  Even my sisters were able to hear it loud and clear.  Yay!
So, Christmas was so wonderful this year.  I really enjoyed spending time with my family and relaxing.  I still have a week left of vacation- thank goodness!  I cannot wait until next year when I have my little baby to show off to everyone. I feel like my life will be complete :)  It was nice this year, being able to see all the family- grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, and all the inlaws.  This Christmas has really made me realize how blessed I am.  I have a wonderful family and have been so lucky to have great inlaws.  They all treat me like their own daughter and I’m soo very thankful.  
I am starting to get frustrated because my clothes are uncomfortable and I feel I don’t look good at all.  I have struggled with weight all my life and after losing 30 pounds from my heaviest, I am getting back up there which frustrates me.  I know it will be worth it though.  I just hope that I can lose this weight right after the baby is born.  Many people I’ve talked to said they weight less than their pre-pregnancy weight now that their baby has been born.  Please, let me be like that!  I have been working out- still doing zumba at least 2 times a week and walking on the other days.  I’m working out (with the exception of the holiday) about 3-5 times a week, which makes me feel good.  I have bought one pair of maternity jeans and I have a few shirts, but now I think I need more pants.
So, on Christmas Eve I had my first “oh my god, that meat is going to make me throw up” episode.  My dad cooked steaks for dinner and I asked for mine well done.  I ate most of my steak but when I got to the edges at the end, I noticed they were pretty bloody.  I gagged at the dinner table and ran out of the room with the plate in my hand (bad idea).  When I looked at it again I couldn’t take it.  I ran to the bathroom and everything came up.  It was horrible! 
Everything else has been going well.  I only get sick a little in the mornings when I haven’t eaten- so I just eat right away and I usually feel better.  Definitely feeling better than I have the past couple weeks.  Basically, now I’m just waiting for January 19th.  I feel I have so much to get done before this baby comes, I have no clue what I’m doing!  Does everyone feel like this?  I think I need to start reading up on things.  So, here I go………..    Merry Christmas and Happy happy happy new year!

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